the bad2xxxx day ever~

dont know what to say!!! what do u feel when someone grab your hand n pull u down at escltor JATUH YG MENJENGKELKAN' awsome rite? huh...i never feel that way... how come he let me fall like that?

i love u but my heart hurt so much~~

i love you syg...never forget u...but bcoz of them, i cant be with u...hati sy skt awk...sy mmg pnh minx tlg dia...tue mcm htg sgt bg dia xper...sy rela x ad pape ngn awk...dr sy trus mrh n skt hti mcm nie...thanks kt kwn awk ckp "lan***" kt sy..awk diam jer kan sy ngs kt awk...sy x boleh nk ckp ape dah ble sy ngs gle2 kt awk awk cume boleh ckp" dahla syg.." sy nie ape kt awk?? sy tau dia kwn awk...tp dia ckp sy mcm 2..awk ckit pon x pduli...sy x nk pon awk gdh dgn dia ke ape...tp awk ckit pon x rase ape sy rse...kesedihan sy...sy x pnh cte pape psl ape yg kwn awk cte kt sy...i zip my mouth tightly..sb dia kwn awk...n sy angp dia kwn sy jugk...tp x bg kwn awk tue...ckupla...sy ckup terluke dgn awk n kwn awk...n kwn awk pnye ex jugk...npe ex kwn awk babitkan sy plak?? n enough msg sy ifa...sy dah terluke...awk ckp maruah awk hlg...x ad ape yg hlg! sb sy x pnh bgtau awk ape2..awk yg ckp kt sy ifa..sy cume mendgr...n sy jugk dimaki! thanks...syg, smlm sy nk sgt jwb col awk...tp hti sy skt sgt2..dmam sy makin truk smlm..:( sy terase mcm nk jer ckp kt awk yg i need u..tp hati sy skt! sb awk diam jer bile sy ngs kt awk...sy rase mcm awk nie ape?? xperla syg, biarla sy mcm nie...kwn bole cri tp skt yg kwn tnglkn tue wt sy xnk lg berkwn rpt dgn spe2 n tolong mne2 org lg...n kekasih boleh cri jugk, sy x kn cri sb ilysm...

pretending love to stay at melake!!

i love melake...:( no2...i dont want2...i want my selangor back!!!! bile bole balek nie...penat dok cnie...mama amek la wa...wa nk balek....T_T babah exam ...x boleh amek wa....ish!! npe la wa jauh sgt...i miss my home...i miss everything at my house...my room....yg always messy...hehe..can i say mama i dont want to study anymore...LAW = bullshit! opssssssssss..;) damn bored! im having fever...:( god, i cant take it anymore..x leh habuk2...x le sepah2...sume x leh...sume x nk! hari2 alergic...i hate this!!! mama...boleh x wa jd suri rumah jer...yg tdo jer...i want to sleeping beauty...huhu...can?? hehe..

ilysm

ilysm my dear...nothing can change my love....tp sy sorang2 la u kt cnie.sume blek cti..T_T x ske2...rndu sume kt slngo....da nk puase da...nk raye2...

the way she love~~mind blowing...

love2...

ya habibi, ana washtaqu elaika enta!

ana leih..bahobaq ana kida leih? huhu...means teeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttt rahsia..hehe...i miss u ya habibi...hari nie special between me n u... i just cant say it....ermm......for the first time...huhu...i miss that moment....really love u syg...

diffrnt feeling~~

im out of my mind....he look dfrnt...than usual...i feel it...i dont know what to say...i just dont want to think about it...

kenapa...:(

kenapa slalu skt....mlm td x boleh tdo..tdo kt meje dpn lua hostel....sesema truk! btok lg..n gtl sume mke..elergic!!!! mama, i miss u....i miss my home...:( tensionnyer dok cnie...wa bodo!!! kejap lg ad kelas pkul 12...wa rse mls jer nk msuk mama....i am so stupid...n never be like abg...:( assingment x buat lg..wa tension dgn group wa lg...tp wa xnk bgtau mama....im scared if i hurt u again...ma wa puase hr nie even im period...huhu...T_T i want to save my money....wa x smpai ati asyk nk minx duet jer kat babah...mama pon tau wa x ske minx duit kt babah..rase ssh jer nk minx...i try to be good girl for u...i miss u mama n babah....i hope i will never being here..at this situation...slalu kalau wa skt mcm nie, mama ad kt wa..wa slalu mengmk2 kn klo skt mcm nie..slalu mrh2 mama...:( im so sorry...now u not with me...i have nobody...x ad org lain sygkn wa...cuma mama, babah, ya ngn kwn wa...farah dila, syahida, farah sofea, aina...i miss u girls...i have many friends here, but nothing can replaced u all...sb korang btl2 sygkn aku kan...aku skt korang sentiase ad...i just want to be with u...smlm wa skt...wa x call pon mama...sb da mlm sgt...wa x nk mama risau...but i keep calling your name..when i wrote this i was crying....damn i miss u!! bpe lme wa thn...when i see u cry that time, mse hntr wa...wa x nk ngs...bcoz im afraid u will never leave me...ok ayt sy da tah pape...its diffrent...org lain syg pura2...i dont need that...i need u...bile wa balik rmh, pg bilik wa mama dah kemaskan...wa ermmm...x tau nk ckp aper but i know u clean up my room bcoz u miss me....i miss u too mama....always...kat sni wa x ad siapa2 pon...

bodonyer,,,,,,,,

bnci2..xske lar time kt kels la nk skt..ish mle2 ok tbe jer..tersntap ak..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww................bnci2!!!!!!!!! dala btmbh2 bnci tgk cik a*****r tue mengedik jer ngn pmpn2 kt kels tue..huh ingt hnsem ke!

sakit~~

sick......

ok sy skt sgt skrg nie..rimas sgt2...menymph gle2...arghhhhhhhhhhh.......hate this pain! menyushkan lar!!! go away from me.... jgnla t pg kelas skt...x selesa lar aku t...gramnyer......rase nk tdo jer...tp skt gler...nk skt perut, perut jerla x yh la nk sktkn blkg , pingang, kpale sume...huh! :( assingment x buat lg...kertas yg cik amir bg suh bce..x bce2 ag..alah.....x laratnyer...kes2 yg kne bce? lg la blom! huh period i hate u!

ello blog~~

hye~~


wink2....miss my blog..hehe...ok baru balik dr melaka..penat2...i love my lect. lg2 en.fabli! my law lect. plg bez!! with my pengajian islm lect...bgus2..hehe..pnt kelas mlm jer lar...blek2 rse nk tdo jer...ok mlm td pg tgok wyg cte hntu...tp bkn tkt sgt pon! i berani u..hahaha...mantra! haha...sian2..sedih2..bkn tkt tp sedih...hukhuk...besok nk g alamanda! yey!! hehe tp kejp jer nk cri law dictionary pastue balik..:( i love alamanda...huhu..but love mid more! always mid in my heart! hehehe...sb nk g umh nenek...mama n jumpe ayah ( my uncle) ...itrs ok..tp penat lar..mcm ne nie assignment lum bce n phm lg nih....aiyoo selambe jer ek rehat2 cik nur nazuha...last minute jd ape nanti...dahla kes2 kne bce satu hapak pon x bce..t lect tnye kes22 tue nk jwb per..buat cte kes sendri lar! hahaha....ske2 jer...manyak nyer dia suh bce kes...aiyoo...ada baca ckit tp kureng phm eh bkn kureng..tp x phm! ape kes nie...psl per? aiyoo...bg satu dahla nie pnye byk...dala pening ngn term2 law...bapak pening...words yg x pnh dga...n ssh nk ingt terms n mksudnyer skali! :( hafal2~~ klo x t kne sentence..ha! sentence tue ape kwn2? ekekeke...x taw? sentence= hukuman....hehehe..:) tue jer ingt..hahaha...yg len? obidicterm tue ape ek...lpe jugk..resjudicate? aper???aiyoo...mmg x ingt lngsung..hahahaha..wink2 study skrg jugk la...tkt2! bubye...muahhhhhhh....

:) will miss u syg...

:))

lovely date! huhu~~ malu2 but ishhhhh...nak jugak ckap ngn dia..hoho..ok pg tgk movie...cte dia nak tgk..agak boring..haha..tp wat2 ske jerla..haha..opsssssss....thanks for lunch...:) n movie too..next time sy byar k..^_^ he so talkative...byk cte dia...hehe...n so funny g pameran kawen! hahaha..for what?huhu...amek byk flyers psl harge2 utk set kawen lar...haha..last2 org kena bwk balek sume...ish2...hurm so ngantok! tnggu dia charge bru 3 msg dia da tido..penat jer tnggu lame2...huhu...sian ifa..sakit kan excident...i know how u feel ifa...sbar byk2...xperla u setia sgt2...t u jumpe laki yg btl2 cntekan u..jgn sdh yer syg...i nk ngs dgar kata2 u...i dpt rasekan sume tu...hurmmm..da nak balik sane lagi..huhu..lame lg lar x tulis blog nie....for my lovely baby tedy, blaja rajin2..cant wait to know your result! ayg org first k..;) to joe, think it again...

tenangkan hati anda~~ phew!!

what he think about me when he look me?? huhu....ok2...rasenyer ak mmg kena bwak payung! sb ak malu gle2 nk mati...aduh...ble dia tgk ak bkak payung...haha...so x nmpak la mke ak nanti...ishhhhhhhhhh........nape tira pulak bz..x ada orang teman aku jumpe dia...joe plak yer2 x ada hal..tp tpu la 2 sure x jd..die pon sure kt ganu ag! ALAH~~ malu lar sorang2...t x bejalan ak kang tgk dia..alah2......x boleh ke x yah jumper? ish x leh tdo trus...dala jerawt ni buat ak geram...dgn muke hitam nk mampus..ishhhhhh...eeeeeeeeeeeeee.........asal la time2 cm nie nk jd...pkai purdah pas2 pki spek itam ok x? hahaha...kalau la ak boleh pkai mcm 2...ish npe cpt sgt mse..die mcm x sbr2..ak pulak gelabah x leh tdo...len la ak miss world..megan fox ke aishwarya rai ke..x adlar mengelabah sgt...ish kne bwk tisu nie..kang hbs banjir mid ak peluh2...haha..ish x ad sape ke nk tman ak nie??? eee...malu lar..boleh x dok toilet 3 jm jumpe 2 minit? pas2 blik..x yh tgk2 ak..huhu...T_T tkut2...

haishh~~ kwan babah so??

x suke!!! tiba2 anak kwn babah satu tmpt blaja ngn saya..x kisah la bukan kenal pon..ada ke tadi bapak die suh aku jage anak dia..dahla laki..sure2 da besar...huh..pandai2 bagi no aku plak 2..eeeeee....ak senyum jerla depan bapak ngn mak dia...tp abg die wow! hnsem! hahaha...ade ke bg kt ank die yg same ngn ak..bg la no ak kat abg die...haha...tue x kisahla...tbe2 asyk msg aku jer..nie x suke nie..ad cakap x nk jage n lyn sy, sy bgtau ayh sy..eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....ak tampar gak laki nie kang...ingt die besar aku takut ke?? tp tkut la jugk..huhu...ada cakap awak kena pg makan ngn saya teman saya...bdo! x nk! x ske la bengap! pas2 msg2 awk cntik lar..bdonyer..plg x ske laki mcm 2! gile! aku cakap jer eh bgtau ayh awk kang..sy ske abg awk la..hahaha...amek ko..direct trus...ad kate ok fine sy x nk belaja t ayg tnye sy ckp sb awk...hahaha...bdo2...eeeeeeeeeeeeee.....gram btl ngn laki nie...dala name pon ak x tau...ada hati amek course kaunseling..x sesuai! bek jd pengugut jer! gramnye....menympah! boleh ckp bolehla dgn sy..awk nk tgk sy gntung dri ke? ape ke bdo laki nie...jumpe ak br bape minit...x nk ok! geli la...apahal la kwn kg babah nie anak mcm nie? x ckup susu ke? ishhhhhhhh...serius i hate him so much!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh.....

date~~ betul ke???

ok takut2~~


besok date!! alah!!! sy da la skrg hitam gle sb orientasi bdo tue!! then ad pimples..sssss byk lak 2! hadoi...tuela ajak date sblum pg ngade x nk..ble buruk baru beria nk jumpe! huhu..malu!!!!!!!!!!!

joe...

Dear joe...


i dah balik cuti...rndu u n yg lain jugak...tp i sedih..nape jadi mcm nie joe...u x nak pon pick up call i...i paham u x suka dikongkong dari dia...but plis phm dia pmpn biase...yang slalu akan buat silap...she really miss u..hari2 msg i ckp rndu u! u jgnla keras hati sgt..i tau u x selalu bace blog nie..but if u bace plis...jgnla keras sgt hati tue...ego tue buang ckit...she love u mcm nk mti! huhu...dia selalu call i cakap pasal u..rndukan u...kesiankan la dia ckit..xkan sb bola u all nk mcm nie?? logic la ckit u...plis2...:) i call x nk angkat i nak ajak g subway...nk belanje!

Bye my blog~~

Good bye my sweet blog...:) ok pagi2 nie..mcm biase cant sleep..dah tdo td... ok now x habis packing lagi..huhu..last minute nyer keje adalah saye! hehe..;) ok nak g packing barang2..all my stuff...hurmmm....bye2...lame lar t x tulis kat sini...i will miss you my blog..carrotmilk..:) ok stop say carrotmilk...t nk minum lak..hehe...Aina masuk unisel hari nie..:) good luck aina baby..i know u a bit scared..me too..T_T nape nak kanak2 mcm kite g jauh2...hukhuk..:) i love to stay at home..home sweet home! n i dont like sharing room...hehe...bkn sb ngade2 sb saya suke sepahkan bilik..hihi...sian my roomate t..:) i will try x sepahkan...hehe...



next, i want to say special thanks to my lovely friend, joe..^_^ u..thanks...u slalu marah2 i slalu merajuk..hehe...but u really kind! u slalu tolong i...u tau u kdang2 boleh buat i rase takut dengan u...hehe...but now not anymore...u mmg kwn yang baik..i doakan u selalu bahagia with your apple..:) n thanks for today..u tau kdang2 ayat u yang mcm marah tue buat i sedar n i will do anything for him...thanks...you are special to me..:) n ifa too..baik sgt korang berdua kat i...n thanks call i joe...hehe..best pulak cakap ngn u n ifa dlm satu mse...hehe..cakap 3 orang skali trus!n x dapat bygkan ckp ngn tedy skali time td..4 org sekali bckp! cam forum plak t..hehe.. n i happy kejap bila dpt ckap ngn korang berdua! :) thanks sb korang berdua selalu ada dengan i..macam bestie dah pulak... love both of u! n pasal tudung tue joe..hehe i da pakai.hehe... joe, about my voice...hehe...ada style ek? ;) tenkiu! ifa pon...suara peguam ek?haha...macam2 la u all...i ingat ape lar td..u cakap muka ayu tp suare lain...ingatkan nak kata kasar ke ape...i x biase cakap ayu2...hehe...but tedy always said 'manje'! haha...maybe ckap dgn dia jer kot jd lain..hehe..gedik! ;)


to my family, thanks a lot..with love! mamiton, mamilis n ayh thanks for the money..:) semua risau ea wa x makan...hehe..x per kurus t wa..:) baru la cun! ekeke...mamilis thanks penah aja wa account dlu...hehe bengap ckit wa..tp terkejut mamilis kan account wa ok! :) its becoz of u...actually i love physic more! to mamilin, erm wa akan rindu mami wat kelakar bodo tue.. ;P hihi..mak buyung!hehe..cant wait to see your baby...n semalam kite jumpe rase nak ngs bila korang sume cium...wlaupon mmg slalu cium pon...coz i feel your love! sukenyer jadi cucu pmpn nenek yang first! sume syg...hehe..To my lovely nenek, yer jangan risau wa belajar rajin2 nenek...sabar k wa janji wa tunaikan harapn nenek tue nak tgk cucu perempuan dia jadi lawyer..kadang2 wa boring dengar nenek asyik cakap psal belajar jer..tapi wa tau nenek syangkan wa..:) n pls lar stop wat kelakar nenek..hehe..x habis2 cakap kalau bodo syamir x nak nanti...haha...;) nenek2..



to my love tedy...thanks..coz give me your love..ayg btol2 sygkan abg..ape2 pun jadi..n i love to see you jealous...sb ape? sb tue wt ayg taw abg sygkan ayg..sepanjang besme abg, ayg x penah rase menyesal...sb abg trlalu sempurna bg ayg..biar la orang nak cakap ape pun..n abg x yah la exercise sgt...ok la tedy..u are so cute! :) ayg sdh bile abg nk break up..ayg cume merajuk..ayg mmg mcm nie..ske abg pujuk..sorry..ayg try phm abg ok..n thanks sb ckp abg try berubah..abg, biler ayg pg nie..kalau ayg bz abg jangan lupe ayg yer..jangan nkl2 cri pmpn len..ayg suh joe jage! hehe..Tedy, taw hr nie smlm n bpe2 hr yg lalu ayg slalu snyum sorang2 read your text..:) sampai kat majlis kwen smlm pon..hehe..n about beach wedding tue..^_^ i like it tedy...buat malam yer..hehe...pls dont leave me..i do love u tedy..tedy, u are so 'sempurna' huhu..i mean it..Taw kadang2 ayg selalu rase ish layak ke ayg ngn abang nie...ayg x lawa, x pandai mane pon..mcm2 lar..menggada2 kan? but i still want u..;) x boleh than! hehe..n ari tue cakap ngn farhany..(my bestie dlu!) mase abg ngaku ad gf tue kan..joe yg ckp! huhu...taw kteorg wat cte sedih pulak..ayg cakap kalau boleh ayg nk jumpa that gurl n tnyer kt abg ape lbhnyer dia..ayg lg sygkn abg..n i want to slap her..haha..gila kan? then i want to hug u n cry n said i love u..mase tu memang gila! n farhany pon cakap mcm 2..nasib baik ayg x wat kan..thanks god ayg blom gile..hehe.. n abg tau im not texting other guy lps with u...n someone text me n said why? huhu...only u can make me like this! SETIA nyer ayg! hehe..X taw lar abg akan rindu ayg or x.or rndu bace my blog nie..but i will miss you tedy! with all my love!

for him...

break up...

i dont know what to say anymore..while im typing this..i cant stop crying..joe...i need u...dia da tngl i..dia x syg i lg..i x tau nk ckp ape da...x sdar ke dia lg luka kn i??janji x tngl i...tp..skrg? i xboleh brhnti ngs joe...joe thanks pnh tlg i.... mcm yg i msg u smlm..i will always msg u...u know rite...he so perfect for me..im nothing without him..

veronica mars! best story~~ wee ttp mate sume haha...

i love this story..veronica mars! n this song also..^_* ok romantic scence from this story...ttp mate sume! haha..aina..;) love this story~~

yey! tenkiu tedy~~

Its true when its come to love we all should take caution...At first i think it would be impossible to make you love me and make u see that i am the one who really love and always beside you...yesterday i felt so miserable bcoz of our relationship.


Then you said u need me...:) ^_^



The best thing ever i heard!



Now i feel so great..:) like we are made from heaven~~ awww....hehe... n good to know that u love me tedy...n u realize that u have to make me happy...n thanks for 50 ribu tue ek..;P hahaha..istana negara bole? kikiki..

suddenly miss baby amir..n love baby!!

ape nie baby?hehe..skandal ea..konon malu2..last2 ske! baby miss u...T_T

ok see my baby..comel x?? seksi2 nyer die..^_^

amir..comel my baby..:)
i love u syg...skenyer kt baby!

Biler anak encik suhaimi menjadi gile! haha

ok! aunty marini ngn uncle fairul! hehe...dtg td..hurmm banyak soaln2 die...aku nk g melaka kan..so hurm a bit bored...n aunty marini bg tudung 2..tudung dari turki x silap..die kan slalu travel...huhu~~ so actually suka tp x suka sb ak mne pki tudung mhl2 nie..ngn mcm 2..x biase..lg selesa yg biase...nie lar aksi2 kami! semasa try pki tudung! anak cik suhaimi~~ haha....sumpah x lawa! baru pki anak tudung die..haha...i bukan orang arab! aunty marini pki lawa lar..ex pramugari kan...aku ape? haha...so saksikan aksi2 kami! haha...

hero..T_T

will remember this song 4rever..

baby~~ i want! hehe...

Am?? aka anuar? 0_o

ishhhh..pahal die nih? tbe2 call aku?? ok fine kalau dia nk cakap die xcident...nk suh visit him?jauhlar..x dapek den nk poi seremban! haha...n apahal plak nak suh aku bukak kan fb die? n give me his password?? ok maybe die sakit x boleh nak on9 sendiri...tp apahal plak ckp 'ikut hawa lar nak approve kan ke tidak yang add am tue..' ha?? asal ikut aku plak?? ak bkn mak die! ok lupe nk ckp he called me 'hawa' n i called him 'am' eventhough tue bkn name die n name aku..wakaka...why? becoz both of us ske novel adam dan hawa..n he decide to call me hawa coz he think aku mcm watak pmpn tue? ha??haha..lantak lah pasal 2..then for what suh aku ad password die sume? n why suddenly came back??pelik2...paling pelik call aku semate2 nk cte am xcident n tulang bahu patah? ermmm...why me? npe aku plak kena taw?hishh..pas2 ad ikut aku nk approve or ignore..gile ek laki ni?? biler orang tnyer asl suh wat sume nie? kate nape x boleh ke am bg hawa jage ape yang am ada...haktuih! gilo! ok memang die gile! what??? am x nak sembunyi ape2 dari orang yang am syg mcm hawa????sah die da gle lpas xcident! arghhhhhhh...bnci btol la laki ske amek ksmptn! i dont want reply your msg anymore! he said am feel like you already have bf...haha..lor!

ifa oh ifa...apple n tembikai...

sian ifa@ apple...huhu..xperla ifa be strong for your love k...sy slalu ada utk ifa...sy x ksh kite x knl lame pon..x rapat pon..but i concern about u n joe...joe subway tnggu i ada duet ek..:) kalau i blanje u, u janji x curang k? sian ifa...ifa, ifa kenalah byk2 sbar...sy slalu ad klo ifa nk cte ape2...call me anytime..:)

saya sygkan awk!

saya syg awk...awk tau x? tp sy slalu takut...takut awk pg mcm dlu..awk x phm..sy x blh tdo smlm n x nk mkn..sy lapar!!! tp xnk mkn..:( sy tnggu awk pjuk sy smlm..smpai ptg nie...tp sy yg msg awk dlu..hurmm...sy perlukan awk tp sy x tau awk perlukan sy ke x..sy rasa x layak untuk awk bila awk ckap awk suka pmpn mcm 2..sy rase apela yg sy ada...nothing...sy lapar la....awk pon mcm x nk ckp ngn sy...sy mintak maaf...

im not for him

...............................

my adik~~

nur nazira binti m.suhaimi... <------ ( budak degil!) haha...

my sweet sister..my only one! :) selalu gaduh dgn dia..x kira tempat...mama slalu cakap suka dengki2 satu same lain..haha...ye ke? x pon lar..cume menymph kadang2 x dgr ckp n ya tu suke buat orang geram...tu jadi aksi2 tarik rmbut...haha...but she still my sis n i love her...will miss her...ok nie pic baru amek td..hehe...dgn rambut bersepah2...;) its ok...hehe...

Blushing~~ :)

malu!
malu!
malu!


haha...he read it! how come i dont know n T_T it make me cry...sayang..thanks...i thought till the end u will never know n read my blog...but u read it...lame da! hehe..:) u are my sunshine~~
i love to hear what u said tonite dear...all...

dulu...

when u were not by my side i was not living in this world even for a day..always think about u..n when someone comes to my life..abang *****L...i still remember u..n i cant think he will replace u...i wish to die if that happend.. That is my love to u... Then the best day had happend to my life..when u come back n told me u love me.. :'( After got your love what else would matter? i dont need anything anymore...

you know what your love had done to me? i cant sleep but not anymore with tears..:) i saw a new world...n i keep smiling read your text.. Ahhhhhhhhhh.... what u have done to me....

abang ******L sorry..i cant...n thanks still msg! i know u mad at me...n kenangan tue nur simpan smpai bile2...thanks pnh gembirakan nur mase nur sedih...n tolong la terangkan kat abg raja n farul nur bukan macam tue..nur x pnh anggap abg bf nur...sori...n nur tau diaorang marah nur...i should not go out with u.. but i did..n it make them feel im yours..i never admit it..n good luck if its true u with shida as u said this morning u will go out see movie with her..n why u ask me out with u also if u already want to ask shida out. im not jealous..just stop it! n stop msg me n try make me jealous..thats why i dont like when u try to hold me..coz i love him..abg farul n abg raje dari dulu nur da ckap kan...bile abg tnye...nur bukan gf dia...nape x pcye..skrg bile da jadi mcm nie baru nk marah.. n plz jgn pk nur senang ubah hati n tgk kekayaan ke ape..sb tue bkn nur..im sorry... abg ****l sori...i dont know ape mak akan cakap n adik abg jugk...i was wrong coz let u take me to know your mak. i make mistakes...i just see u as my friend not more...i hope u will understand soon...

joe jgn bgtaw die..T_T

haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....


Ingatkan joe bace psl die ngn apple die tue jer...bace sume lak...bace jer x per..ni nk bgtaw syamir! OMG!! no!!!!!!! tapi die bkn reti bukak pon kan...so x worry sgt...hbs la klo die bce..mlu2...blushing~~


joe hrp2 x ckp cm ne nk bukak blog aku nih...hoho....t die taw lar sume....ishh...ske takutkn aku joe tue..dala ske wt orang ngs...T_T huhuhu.. tembikai! ^_* alahai beznyer die tgk cte tue ngn ifa! lbs~~ bez nyer!!! jeles2...

malu~~ hohoho

Ok saye pergi kenduri kwen...adik atok nyer anak kwen...happy lar jugk sebab ada nenek n mamilin sume...wlaupon skt perut...huhu....ok sedang saya berjalan2 berpegangan tangan with nana nak ke khemah knduri kwen tue, kne lalu pintu gerbang kwen 2...erm..dgn langkah biase n gelak ketawe dgn nana tbe2...haishhhhhh....pintu gerbang tue jth...memalukan! sume org pandang saye ok! x ske nyer...trus rase nak balik...ramai plak tue..siap gelak2...ish3...jahat tol mcm la ak yg langga!! ok sy wat x taw..mke da rase pns semacam...dgar ada laki sorang tue ckp "ni btl2 welcome dia nih..." huh! ade kena pelempang gne kst high heel aku kang..sia2 jer~~ seb baik sy da baik..ekeke...sbr2...huhu..sy masuk jer kt khemah sume pandang..huh..apahal? peristiwa pintu gerbang jatuh da lps ok...ish...gram btol la...nsb bek pintu gerbang kwen 2 x jth kne pale aku...klo x...hurmmm...pengsan plak kt si2..hahaha...;)

grrrrrrrrrrr.........sick!!

ermmmmmmmmmmmm....skt!


i dont like this pain~~ aiyooo....npe lar kena sakit mcm nih...huh!! why girl have to feel period pain n boys having fun?? ish3....n wahai perut n pingang ku npe la jht sgt..:'( sakit ckit2 dahla..ni mlampau2 plak..anda kejam perutku! hohoho~~


skt n emotional sgt2 hr nie.....tbe2 jer nak cry2...huhu..

ermmm.. o_0

Peace be upon to you...

hi! :) today is the best day ever..actually not today only but yesterday also...^_^ all becoz of joe n ifa! hahaha...rupa2nye my teddy tue type yang x suke 24 hours with gf... so from now on i know he not have any affair or x syg aku ke..he only be himself... maybe dia jenis yang ske wat aktiviti dia sume n x ske slalu sgt2..but hari2 die text me lar..only when he free....tapi when he woke up he wil text me...:) n smlm he so sweet... jage aku bcoz of im p****.. teettttttttttttt...haha...i do love u! ok ckup2 cte sal my love tuh...skunk about our hangout..(mus, aina n me..)


ok aina maybe tgh sedih..:( psl unisel tue... so maybe jd or x..mus pon...mus kate boleh ikut die tgk wayang ngn die with mustaqim and musfizah...tgk cte shrek! ahaha..cte 2 plak yg ak kne tgk...anyway ok la 2 shrek...;) jd kanak2 kejp...hehe..tp mmg tgk pon cte shrek..hihi...tp x tawlar..hehe...:)

Mus cikgu???haha..

ok2...mus ckp2 td...nazuha bila nk klua nie? saya ckp la jumaat...dia cakap jumaat?? mus keja lah...saya pon cakaplah ha?? mus keje?? bila mus keje nih n jumaat tu besok ke mus? mus kate yer jumaat tu esok nazuha...haha....dah lama mus keje kan da bagi tau mus keje kat kumon...opssssssssss....terlupe! dgn selambenye ckp mus ckgu tadika lar! hehehe...rupe2nye mus ckp eh mus bukan ckgu tadika la syg....kumon tue tmpat tusyen...hihihi..malu2... mus aja tadika, skolah rndah n menengah maths...wow...im impressed! mus slalu pandai~~ hehe..so x heran klo die aja math pon...kalau dia keje bgus...ahad ni dia ajak klua..if mama kasi boleh la suh die blanje! hehehe...pttla die x ksh jer ajak byk kali klua...rupa2nye manyak duit woo....teacher mus..hakhak...anyway x sbr jumpe mus...n mus be patient k..:) aina...hurmmm....x ingt dunia da die tuh..g date eh...hehe..g mv+ klcc kate die...x taw lar...i teropong u! haha...aina ckp kua jumaat...mus ckp nazuha ahad yer...yang mane nih? huhu..anyway will go out with u mus n aina...n cye atau tidak mus x ksi pki high heels..hahaha...sb sy ckp dia pndek...haha..padahal dia tnggi! hoho...tgk la t...n how dare mus ckp aku pndek! uish....sure pki high heels ahad nie...hahaha...klo pndek jugk x tau lar..ahakz! aiyoo die siap ckap kalau pki high heel pon nazuha, just tmbahkan 5 cm jer...tetap pndek dr mus...amboi2...siap ckap mus pki selipar jepun pon da boleh menang....hish!!! we will see mus...pki high heel t..hehe...tp jth mcm ne?? adoi....hehe...lame da x pki heel... wee~~

gmbr di atas tue adalah gmbr mus cyunk! hahaha...bkan yg tmbam comel tue ek...tue adik die..comel kan...kpd mus, kau yang terindah! hakhak....opssss...marah t ckp ayt tue! ;)

Joe n Ifa ~~ wooot!!!

maybe ada yang x knl siape dieorg nie...spe joe?? ifa???? couple yg da break off...but still syg sgt2...ifa mmg sygkan joe..tp ada yg ifa x tau..Joe x ske ifa trlalu sosial...n klua mlm...die x ske ifa jeleskan die...n joe mmg rase diri dia kejam sb wat ifa mcm2..n he admit that dia syg ifa sgt2 pg nih...terharu plak baca..tp joe kena jugak berubah utk ifa...die x pnh say ' i love u' n aku kau pnglan diaorang....n how sweet when he said just now if ifa cry infront him, he will cry too...sb die terlalu sygkan ifa...cume mslhnyer die malu n ego!!! ifa kena buat something n bukannya keras kepala...ifa msti ubahkan joe...die ad pujuk ifa jugak dia kata...n plg sedih dia kata dia nak sangat keluar berdua tengok wayang cite lagenda budak setan...farid kamil blakon...cite cnte! hehehe....tgk berdua dgn ifa...tp x jd...die malu nak ckp..maybe tkt ifa tolak...to ifa, please maafkan dia n ubah dia sb die mmg sygkan ifa...to joe, u x hilang apa2 if u rendahkan ego u ckit utk orang u cnte! believe it or not ym ngn joe dr kul bpe smpai 4 stgh pg kot! now dia da tdo...hahaha...maybe tertdo lpas berbincang soal hati dia...ifa! jgn buat dia jeles! dia x ske die kate n die ckp he will not treat ba lbh2 da...:) hehe....apa2 pon aku bersyukur keadaan aku x seteruk nie....masih boleh contact n syg...i will try to make him mine forever too...kpd sape2 yang x phm bace, sorry...hehehe....its only about joe n ifa....

everyday miss u!

miss u encik nik muhammad syahmir...anda selalu lari2 dari sy yer...aiyoo...lari kew? no2...x pon...sy blum phm byk bnde lg dari encik nik muhammad syahmir nih....sedang belajar memahami...bak kate aina kite kena phm n knl...huhu...tue ke aina ckp?? :) erm sy cube x nk sdeh2...cube tenang kn hti...huhu..ok skrang dia da single..hide relationship...huh...sdih...die x tau ke buat mcm 2 buat aku sedih....die x kn bce blog nie...xkn pnh...sb die kurang kisah maybe...harap die dpt bce..~~ hmmm...x ckp pon kt die ak x ske die hide relationship kt profile x nk gdh2..wat2 happy jerla...ckp ngn dia td...sgt2 happy..n he said i should not think too much...n dia suh aku bersabar...aku sentiasa sabar..dia x tau ke aku actually impatient...klo x suka terus marah n tinggalkan..maybe die x knl aku sb tue die x tau pengorbanan aku buat...Try ubah diri aku untuk dia...x marah2..x memaksa ikut kehendak aku...i be different person when i fall in love..2 weeks 2 days...i need to keep moving...bertahanla cik nazuha...demi dia...syg abang sgt2! kalau la abg tau n boleh baca...

i make a mistake...

hurmmm...ok maybe die skrg mrh tp pura2 x marah...erm ssh nak jangka diri dia....ok maybe ifa juz bgtau ape die dengar dari joe..ifa x salah...yg salah aku..terburu2 sedih n terlalu cepat ckap ngn die..dia dahla baru bgun tdo...he said please have a rest..n when i said i dont want n sorry he just reply k. only k....nmpak sgat dia marah...oh god...dia x on fb pon...i really need to more understand him..mcm mane diri dia..aku x patut terburu-buru... i love u sayang..sangat2..First time i really fall in love! please god help me....i love him...redakan la marah dia tue....hukhuk

idk what to say...

i dont feel happy....n today im not sleep yet...now nearly 3 am....omg...why i cant sleep..;/ god if this is called love misery it from me...ouch! =( i dont like this feeling...maybe i am too ermm i dnt know what to say...i try my best to be the best for tetttttttttttttt............tettttttttttt keep saying ok n like nothing is happen between us...but i realise it..............i feeeeeeeeeeelllllllllll....oooooohhhhhhhhh god.....bless me n teettttttttt.....make teetttttttttttt see...please open your eyes....open your heart...pity me....hukhuk....i dont know what to say anymore...coz u look like dont care...what can i do??? he will not read this...he will never know about me...i hope he can read n know how much i love him....he wont read..;( n never know how i feel....tears go away.....'pls dont cry....' that words i talk to myself... not him..never. why my love? is it so easy for you to bring me to tears... make me confident with your love..pls!

PIc di kg....lalalala~

Mo0D = ;(

Peace upon to you....sakit mate bce?? wane kuning nie? hehe....sy x ad mood..:/ kenape????
answer : handphone sy rosak! ( nada marah n menyampah!)
kenapa handphone rosak???
answer: saya cuai plus ganas! = hancur la handphone!
slalu terjatuh..:( sy x sngaje...sori my phone....hukhuk..actually handphone rosak x ad mnde sgt...huhu cume x biase x msg 'someone tue!' =P Sedang nur nazuha anak suhaimi riang ria balek (dlm perjalanan balek kg tercnte!) * tercnte kew???hakhak..no2...hihi...tibe2 handphone anak suhaimi nih buat gedik2 die!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........2 days at kampong without texting....;( sy sgt2 bnci... huhu..babah suh balek kg pkai tdung...hukhuk...die kate pls berubah...lalalalalala~ ok sy pki.. ^_* n buruk! =( x lawa pon....x dpt nk upload gmbr kt kg lg...sebab...handphone kiter rosak...kite amek pki handphone mak..=) mama bergaye yer!
menympah tol soalan common org kg tuh! haiya!!! bpe lame knl ak...still tnye 'ni wa ke ya'?? haishhhh....n ckp mama dia lg nmpak mude dr anak die! Dey macha!! tgk baik2 la...tau la mama nmpak mude n comel lote. ad kate cm tue..taw la ak kureng ckit..ak ckp keling kang! ahakz!!! aiyooo.....menympah tol! nk ckp ak tue... i know la im a bit tmbam..hahaha... a bit yew...bkn bit lg dah....=( im on diet!!! krus2....cpt2....klo org kg ckp ak nmpak tua ag aiyooo...ak ckp keling trus...i ckit pnyer bergaye skan...hahaha....ad cm orang tua2 kew? ngok! opsssssssss....hehe....mrh nih....snyum jer time tue..pdahal nk ckp jer..pe lah awk semua berlarak..kwn ckit pnye comei! podahhh!!! hakhak....terkezut lak t org kg tgk ak ckp cm 2..tbe2 andai lak ckp joho...hehe....yg pntg awl ayt sure ltk 'Dey macha!!' hakhak...gram nyer psl! ha!!! lpe2 nak story...as usually ksut mhl sy telah dibasahkan dengan air bsuh pinggan! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww......nsb kali ini anak pok cu ni bersabar yer...amek mood wanita solehah bertudung....sabar2! klo x....hbs sume kat si2...hehe...;) hot tempered!!! lg2 sape2 yg mengotorkan kasut sy! x dapek den nk bygkn den ngamok kek situ..;) dey macha ekau brani yo kotokn ksut eden!

Had a best ever moment with nenek n family~~

Ok...hari sy keluar...wee~ with my family n also my nenek..muahhh..i love be with my nenek..Ok hari nie babah blanje nenek makan domino pizza!!! hehe skew2...^_^ tapi gemuk la sy~ betmbah2 lar..=( anyway x per2...hari nie jer kn..hihi..sdap!!! tapi nenek kan mcm biase lar, makan ckit sgt2.. huhu...naper lar nenek nie..cuba bagi dia ikan jenahak masak lemak cili padi..hehe..sure mkn byk2...;) hikhik....then nenek x nak ikot pergi shopping barang sy..sebab dia kata nenek penat nak jalan2...so hanter la nenek balik kajang dulu...then Let's shopping!!! hehe...babah as always muke cam x suka jer...;) relax babah..wawa xkan habiskan sume duit babah..hari nie just 400 jer....hihi..anyway thanks my lovely dad! n mama mengmbil ksmptn yer..wakaka...orang shopping die pon same...siap beli tudung dua lagi tue..hehehe.... conclusion x boleh kalau sorang jer shopping n others women just tengok..hehehe..n seperti biase babah ckp kakak kena start pakai tudung...kan cantik! hehehe..insyaallah...haishhhhh.....

Miss you!

I miss you....hurm...macam mane nak ckap ea...x penah aku rndukan seseorang macam nih..huhu....dia da sehari tak msg aku langsung..dr pagi smpai la sekarang...Dia pergi rumah sedara dia...huhu...n cant text me... hurm..sabtu tengah hari or petang baru dia balek miat n kate nak call aku..huhu..lambat nyer besok!! im dying here..hehe....rndu..rndu...rndu....rndu my mr.miat....nape la dia x boleh msg aku? :( hurm da lama da nie 9 pm dah...smlm dia x ad krdt...xkn x boleh pergi topup...huhu..

Syafiq i am sorry...:(

Peace upon to you...before read my new post, sy nk ckp its not about syafiq my ex ok..this is about one of my bestfriend that really love me n trima diri sy mcm ne sy pon..:) thats why i love friend with him...im so sorry coz i cant love u dear....i tau u dah berusaha n try make my heart love u...i jer yang x boleh trime...im sorry..:( i kejam kat u kan..padahal i janji kt diri i n kat u i xkn kembali n baek balik dgn dia..tp sy x ikt janji sy...sy luka kan hati awk yang sabar tunggu sy..how cruel i am! sy bia awk terseksa...n x bls pon msg awk yg sdehkn sy bile sy bce...huhu..i felt more sad when i heard from abg daren about your condition lps sy couple dgn dia...sy x boleh tolak dia...sb i really love him..im sorry u... i sedih bila abg daren ckp u smoking byk gler, x mkn, x tdo...i know its hurt...sb sy penah rasaknnya...sy nk bls msg awk,tp tkt awk bertmbah2 sedih..n sy sedih dgar abg daren ckp slalu nampak awk bukak page fb sy...sy harap awk jumpe cinta sejati awk..n im not the right person sb awk terlalu baik n sempurna utk sy..klo i x bsme dia pon u i x mgkn trima u...bkn sb u ad kekurangan ke apa..sb i byk kekurangan utk someone yg perfect like...im so sorry..:(

wink2...^_* wee~~

Peace upon to my readers n to all my friends...good morning...^_^
how are today? huhu...i feel so great today.. 3 days now...wee~ hahaha..ANGAU kah saye?? OMG...hakhak..ok today i want to tell about my decision...im going to melacca this 21 june...MUKTAMAD!!! betul ke eje muktamad mcm nih..ekeke..ejaan sy slalu slh..sampai sy x tau yg mne betul..hihi..;) so i will further study in law...final dicision.. i will not going to study nursing sime darby... For me its good...but i think i cant be a good nurse...Kang x psl2 dr boleh hdup pesakit tue trus mati..wakaka..im not patient sgt..cpt marah! panas baran! x nk mengalah! suke putar belit citer! sy jer yang betul! degil! itu sume mama sy yg ckp bkn sy...huhu...sy baik kan kan kan?? hihi...aku pg jauh...melaka...will miss my home..huhu..:( mcm mne pon aku kena kuat x leh nk ngs jer..kate nak jd lawyer kn...kena la kuat...insyaallah i will get what i want..i will be lawyer..mcm yg aku nk dr dulu..:) sebelum itu, terlupe nk cter...Aku amek undang-undang dan syariah...Haishhh..syariah pon kne blaja taw...n aku kena blaja bahasa arab..walawei...this is' ehsas jdeed'... ehsas jdeed = new feeling...arab languange..hope x susah mne...

Clean n Clear top model search!!!!

Good news! hehe... hari ini aku n my bestfriend masok clean and clear top model bestfriend search...hehe...x cayer ke??hehe have to ok...;) so sume jgn lupe undi aku k n aina... hehe..kteorg buat pon last minute..anyway still happy...masuk contest tue...muahhhhhhhhhh...lg happy coz bertanding n i am with aina...pasangan serasi u! hehehe...we have been together for 8 years...love u my bestie...muahhh....suke nye i...hehe..modelling? huhu..x ckup tinggi actually..aina ok kot..;) anyway love to participate that contest n byk gler contestant...menakutkn jew.. x per x menang pon its ok..yg penting happy jer..hehe...note hari ni for my syg, hehe...ad jugak yer...pls study hard but pls dont forget about me...die tgah study skunk...huhu...now 12 am...pg da cik abg oi...sudahla study....hehe...ok smpai cni jer coretan sy! hehe..adioz! muahhhh...

Two days with him..wee~

Peace upon to you my readers...ade kew?hehe... Aina wajib yer membace..hehe...25 may 2010 love that date..why?? hihi..bcoz i got him! 2 days....hehe...org ckp x bek trlalu happy nanti menangis...tp x boleh nk thn rase happy tue...hehe..mcm fall in love..but yes i am... ;) kecik2 da nk bcnte hahaha..im 18 now but feel like 8...wakaka...Love, happiness, friendship can make us grown up...huhu..kesedihan lame jugak buat kite smakin kuat hadapi hidup nie...n now my idol for love is nurul aina binti jamil..hahaha..msti tertnye2 kn..npe lak die 2...hehe...sb die tabah plus sabar...die gf plg sbr kowt...hehe...n hbgn die with my friend yg ske kemane2 dgn buku yg charming tue..yg rmai peminat tue..hehehe..aina n Syafiq! Ingt lg time form 3 Aina lari2 dia keja time gdh..hehehe..mcm cte hndustn...haha...but now they happy together...due2 kejar impian nk bjye dlm study n cnte mreka...so sweet! even aina ni degil n syafiq pon x nk mengalah...tp can last till now hubungan mereka...now dieorang dah 3 tahun 3 minggu 1 hari...hehe..btol x aina aku kira nih?? hehe..wow..walawei lmenyer...aku baru 2 hari...hehe.. To my love aina, jgn sia2 kn peluang yg ada...If someone x suke pon relation korang, pertahankan..becouse he is yours! jgn mudah putus ase yer...You are meant to be with him...i mean it...will pray for your relation..:) hope mine also last forever...to my nik muhammad syahmir...i dont want to be your no 1 but your only one...hehe buat ucapan cam die bce..blog nie pon die x tau..ilysm...muahhh...haha..npe sy letak gmbr nie? x ad kne mngena pon kn?? lantak sy lar..hahaha...wee~

Im scared but i still want to take risk....

second post ak kt blog nie ad ak ckp yg someone break my heart rite? n today pg2 nie..aku nk ckp yang 'someone' tue come back to me...Aku pnh terfikir sepanjang die snyp membisu..aku terfikir yg dia xkn sesekali tegur ak or beri penjelasan dan jwapn kt ak..Aku rase mcm bermimpi tbe2 die ym ak...slalu klo die on9 ym pon die xkn chat ngn ak lps peristiwa tue..Sebulan setengah die diam...Aku rase mcm da bethn2...coz i love him so much... biarpon spe die..n someone said that i should not accept him...sb mngkn ak akn terluke lg...tp ak x nk...i dont care if i hurt for second time...biar bpe byk kli pon...he said he love me now as gf..wee~ im totally happy... Mr. Miat ( manufacturing Air Craft) ILYSM... not i love so much but i love u sampai mati...hahaha...good luck to you abang...buat exam elok2...jgn fail2 ok...i know u can do it abg.. :) you will be great Engineer... i know u can do it dear...Haishhhhhhhhhh...ngantok cgt2..pkul 6 pg dah...hehe...sian 'die' tdo lmbt study...next monday exam... sorry x byk gmbr die...hehe..

happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku happy sgt2....x sbar nk cte kt farhany n aina... ^_^ sb ape sy gmbire? sb dia..haha...

novel Kau Tetap Aku Punya! my novel~ sedikit opening novel sy!hihi

rembang senja kian menjelma aku duduk sendirian di kamar beraduku.Fikiranku kusut ketika ini.Aku tidak tahu keputusan apa yang perlu aku buat.Aku tidak mahu menghampakan ibu bapaku tetapi cintaku terhadap dia bagaimana?Haruskah aku korbankan perasaan ini sahaja dan bersetuju dengan kata ayah dan ibu.Aku takut untuk memikirkannya.Sedang aku berfikir sendirian, ibu memasuki kamarku.


"Esok keluarga Zafran datang rumah kita pukul 8 malam.Kau jangan balik lambat pulak ya.Balik awal tolong ibu masak.Banyak yang kita kena buat ni Sofea. Ibu pulak yang gementar diaorang nak datang." kata ibu dengan senyuman.Aku hanya mengangguk dan membalas senyuman ibuku. "Kau rasa ok tak kalau ibu masak ikan patin masak lemak cili padi?" tanya ibu. "Ikut ibulah nak masak apa.Sofea ikut sahaja." kataku dengan malas.Aku terus berbaring di katilku tanpa menghiraukan ibu. "Kau ni ibu tanya bukan nak bagi pendapat. Diaorang itu bakal keluarga kau jugak." Rungut Puan Shahidah. Aku lantas bangun dan memegang tangan ibuku dan meminta maaf. "Ibu, Sofea minta maaf kalau cara Sofea buat ibu marah.Sofea balik awal esok ya."

I will study harder now for my future..lalalala~

Peace upon to you....hari ini pukul 2 pagi sudah..n i am not sleep yet.. i was thinking if i can be a lawyer..hurmmm...Can i study in law? can i prove to my family i will not make same mistake again...today i feel very miserable..I need to read more...n improve my english..lintang pukang kan?hehehe...da x sekolah english mcm tah pape...sb lame x gne kot...maybe?.hurmmm...n aku nk wish kepada my one in million cousin aku...Ahmad Ashraf Bin Ahmad Shaharuddin, good luck abang...kat unikl kedah tue..He take foundation in science...x silap lar..hehe...die nak jd jurutera...n x silap electrical kowt..asyik x silap jer ayat aku nih..hehe...aku memang ambil tahu ok pasal sepupu aku lagi2 abang ashraf tu..same age n cucu pertama nenek..;) aku pon! hehe nak jugak...cucu perempuan sulung yer! kepada abang, wa tau abang sentiasa boleh n selalu straight A x macam wa...n wa tau abang akan berjaya kali ini lagi. Lepas ni abang nak pergi Australia kan..sambung sana...wa harap abang berjaya n wa pon sama untuk kali ini...biarla kali ni abang jd engineer n wa jd lawyer yang baik n berjaya...you are in the million abang...x selalu cakap ngan abang..tp wa tau abang pon nk wa same2 berjaya kn? love u abang! =) sungguh feeling lar pg2 nih...huhu...ni gambar curi dr fb abang..hehe..opsss...power rangers lar abg nih best debater lagi!

Im In LoVe...wee~ lalalaala~

im in love!!! wee~~ with who? hehehe..guess...It was selangor royal family..haha...Tengku Amir Shah the crown prince...wow excited look at his picture...actually, i dont know who is Tengku Amir Shah...Aina yang cakap! hehehe....my bestie told me that he was in love with crown prince selangor...i said who is Tengku Amir Shah...hehe...Then she said search at google...He was handsome guy...Aha! After Aina said that i search at google to find out about crown prince Tengku Amir Syah... I was so thankful coz i do love him so much...hahaha....he so cute n erm i adore him...can i take u as my hubby, Tengku Amir Shah? cehceh...hahaha..of course the answer NO...hahaha...jumpe pon x ada hati nak tnya..klo jmpe pon x layak nak tnyer..berangan jerla yew! haha....kalau farah sofea ada lelaki idaman die yang x wujud tue that is Tengku Hadif Zafran yang hidup dalam novel jek...hehe...aku ada Tengku Amir Shah...ceh...perasan! hahaha..love u lar! muahhhhhhhhh...hahahaha... this pic he with his mother, Nur lisa Idris... so handsome my crown prince! wee~

new day!!! wink2...

A new day... Fresh air....today i woke up earlier than before...hehe..for the first time in this year...2010! more than 5 months i stay at my house..opsss my mom n dad house without doing nothing...hehe..sidai kain, basuh kain, kemas rumah sikit2 tue adalar kan....but not cooking...never do that...hahaha....i really want to start study back...but i do love sleep n sleep...hehe..today my mama masak udang masak sambal...i have elergic in food and also medicine...no pain killer, no udang, n others seafood...hukhuk....x adil! huhu....n aku makan jugak udang tue...amek 7 jer..hehe sikit jer kan kan kan?? da gatal muke sume...huhu....x suke betul la....but very sedappppp...i like udang!! hehehe...xperla gtl mate,hidung, telinga sume...lame da x makan udang..da 30 tahun x makan...hehe thanks mom!! muahhhxx

hurmmm....

this post is for my friend...someone who really love me...i am sorry your words make me felt like i am so cruel to you...well educated n rich is nothing for me...aku ikhlas kwn dgn die...tp nape itu sume jugak yg perlu die cakap..n its hurt!

saye Nur Nazuha telah belaku kejam pada rambut saya!!!

Ya allah!!! ape yang aku dah buat nie...tangan tu nape gatal sangat...
aku dah terpotong rambut aku sendiri...rambut dpn plak tue..mengade nyer..ingat tukang gunting rmbut kew yang memandai sangat nie..n hasilnya menakutkan...='( what i have done to my own hair yg selama nie jaga gile2...aduh!!! dahla esok nak keluar dgn kawan..nasib baik la ada sepit..pandai2 lar aku tutup hasil air tangan aku tue...ya allah nur nazuha binti m.suhaimi kenapa anda begitu mengada2...

HoW CrUeL ArE YoU

what are u?is it not enough u hurt me?dont u pity on me?how cruel are u..why my love is too easy for u to bring me to tears..and why do i accept u hurt me when i know that your soul was not with me anymore..if this is called love make it away from me..If i was to blame for all this why u make me love u and said that u love me?dont u shame u cheat on me knowing the love i have for u?was the love lost completely or it just a game for u...Your silent make me miserable..I promise im not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were. I was nothing to u and u dont want to talk to me again and i have to live the rules of 'its over' and think that u are lost completely in my soul.. i will try to let it pass and hold my tongue n make u think i had move on my life..i want to thank you to you because give the best day of my life ever..i will never forget what u have done my love..the things is you are not sorry for what u have done!im over it and u never be a friend of mine..

I just so in love with law...

result upu dah nak keluar..tapi rase takut x dapat...matrik kena tunggu sebab salah pilih course..i am so in love with law course..tapi entahla...rase macam x dapat and some more my dad force me to take islamic banking because after finish i will work with him at bank...so what you all think? he said to me this course is really good for me and my future...hmmm...thinking..the truth is my father dream is important than mine...aku akan try pujuk dia and terima pendapat dia...sometimes our dream cannot become true...

someone break my heart and someone make me smile!

aku sayangkan seseorang yang x hargai aku..aku x tau nape aku biarkan diri aku macam ni..one more thing aku malukan diri aku sendiri dengan biar dia tahu yang aku terseksa tanpa dia...bodoh kan?he is the one stole my heart and break my heart..aku benci dia!!! but why im still think of you..and aku ada cerita kat aina,farhany and someone (lelaki yg selalu sygkan aku and make me smile)..thanks korang sbb buat aku tenang..n to someone i do love u...u always make me wonder why i cant accept you...im so sorry...i do love you...

im in love with my little angels...

first of all, i want to say that i miss all my sweet little angels...that is nurul aina, farah adilah,farah sofea,keth, syahidah,alya, and syazana...jue also even she always make us poning..haha dgn gelak die yg melampau tue..i miss you all...korang ingat x bile syahidah pts cnte...kite ramai2 sdeh same2...n aku n fara adilah menangis kat taman sekolah yg kat tgh2 tue pikirkan syahidah...n for there ak tau kite sume mmg bestfriend forever..aku terlalu sygkan korang sgt2...Aina, lg aku syg..hehe..aku x bole kalau aina tiba2 merajuk n diam..hehe..we sit beside at class..wlaupun ada jarak but aku tetap rase dekat dgn ko...n thanks aina sb sudi dgar cerita2 aku selama ini..selama nk 6 tahun kita kenal..hehe..mcm2 aku membebel kat kau kan..Farah adilah pulak very sweet girl...mmg syg semua orang and kdg2 buat aku jeles...syg lar aku lebih..hehe..die mmg sentiase pk positif...bgs2..hehe..and farah sofea always say i nak lelaki macam tengku hadif zafran...should be educated..hehe..for all of us jgn lupe our tagline mse skool dulu.. 'ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL!!!'