idk what to say...

i dont feel happy....n today im not sleep yet...now nearly 3 am....omg...why i cant sleep..;/ god if this is called love misery it from me...ouch! =( i dont like this feeling...maybe i am too ermm i dnt know what to say...i try my best to be the best for tetttttttttttttt............tettttttttttt keep saying ok n like nothing is happen between us...but i realise it..............i feeeeeeeeeeelllllllllll....oooooohhhhhhhhh god.....bless me n teettttttttt.....make teetttttttttttt see...please open your eyes....open your heart...pity me....hukhuk....i dont know what to say anymore...coz u look like dont care...what can i do??? he will not read this...he will never know about me...i hope he can read n know how much i love him....he wont read..;( n never know how i feel....tears go away.....'pls dont cry....' that words i talk to myself... not him..never. why my love? is it so easy for you to bring me to tears... make me confident with your love..pls!